Let Me Go
In the end I'll snap
This is all too much crap
The words are a sharp knife
Slicing through my heart
Splitting me in two
They can't have you
I try not to worry
There's no hurry
Nothings been said
I'm not yet dead
I know not how or why
But eventually I must die
The only way to begin my life
Is with a simple knife
Two quick cuts
Leaving a blood filled rut on my wrist
Please let me go be free
Let me go Home
Fear and pain grip me
My heart feels empty
As I sit here and wonder why,
I wasn't the one to die.
What was different in you?
Why couldn't I go too?
Am I such a failure?
I keep it pent up inside
'till I wish I could run and hide
GO AWAY!
I'll not be seeing people today
Leave me alone
Let me go home
Back to where I was ment to be
Somewhere dark where I can't see
And I can sit and cry
As I slowly wait to die
Seeing the blood slowly drip,
from every little cut and slit
I wish and wait
I know I will not be at the gate
Just leave me alone
And let me go home
Freedom is found on an eternal chain.
Freedom from love.
Freedom from pain.
Time to end an endless game.
Life is death.
And death is life.
He is me.
And I am we.
There is no you
And there is no I.
Life is stopped in the blinking of an eye.
Don't blink or you'll miss it,
Sleep and you'll never get it,
The end is near,
The time has come,
Now let's have a little fun.
Wait, it's bad. Somethings wrong.
The end has come,
I must go on.
Healing
Sterilize the wound: Before you make it
Feel the sorrow; Before the pain
See the blood; Before it runs
Feel the pain
Change the cause
Don't let it be his fault
Fix the hurt
Leave the scars
Feel the pain
So it all goes away
Loose the anger; Loose the guilt
Racking, Scratching, Cutting
Feel the pain; Before the hurt
Let it end
Before it all really begins
Ingore the past
Prevent the future
Deal with now
Deal with what's real
Trust only what you can feel
sitting here alone
the world slightly spinning
wishing i was somewhere else
wishing i was someone else
why me?
why does life always blow up?
why does the world come tumbeling down?
Why am i not happy as me?
why am i always in pain?
wishing it would end
wanting to be free
free from everything
free from thought
free from here
free from me
the freedom to do
the freedom to not
the freedom to just not care
to do what ever
the freedom to be...alone
Let Me Go
In the end I'll snap
This is all too much crap
The words are a sharp knife
Slicing through my heart
Splitting me in two
They can't have you
I try not to worry
There's no hurry
Nothings been said
I'm not yet dead
I know not how or why
But eventually I must die
The only way to begin my life
Is with a simple knife
Two quick cuts
Leaving a blood filled rut on my wrist
Please let me go be free
Let me go Home
Fear and pain grip me
My heart feels empty
As I sit here and wonder why,
I wasn't the one to die.
What was different in you?
Why couldn't I go too?
Am I such a failure?
I keep it pent up inside
'till I wish I could run and hide
GO AWAY!
I'll not be seeing people today
Leave me alone
Let me go home
Back to where I was ment to be
Somewhere dark where I can't see
And I can sit and cry
As I slowly wait to die
Seeing the blood slowly drip,
from every little cut and slit
I wish and wait
I know I will not be at the gate
Just leave me alone
And let me go home
Freedom is found on an eternal chain.
Freedom from love.
Freedom from pain.
Time to end an endless game.
Life is death.
And death is life.
He is me.
And I am we.
There is no you
And there is no I.
Life is stopped in the blinking of an eye.
Don't blink or you'll miss it,
Sleep and you'll never get it,
The end is near,
The time has come,
Now let's have a little fun.
Wait, it's bad. Somethings wrong.
The end has come,
I must go on.
Healing
Sterilize the wound: Before you make it
Feel the sorrow; Before the pain
See the blood; Before it runs
Feel the pain
Change the cause
Don't let it be his fault
Fix the hurt
Leave the scars
Feel the pain
So it all goes away
Loose the anger; Loose the guilt
Racking, Scratching, Cutting
Feel the pain; Before the hurt
Let it end
Before it all really begins
Ingore the past
Prevent the future
Deal with now
Deal with what's real
Trust only what you can feel
sitting here alone
the world slightly spinning
wishing i was somewhere else
wishing i was someone else
why me?
why does life always blow up?
why does the world come tumbeling down?
Why am i not happy as me?
why am i always in pain?
wishing it would end
wanting to be free
free from everything
free from thought
free from here
free from me
the freedom to do
the freedom to not
the freedom to just not care
to do what ever
the freedom to be...alone
Current Residence: Apt in OC Favourite genre of music: Rock Favourite photographer: many Favourite style of art: many Operating System: windows MP3 player of choice: none ... I got a walkman Shell of choice: no comprende Wallpaper of choice: rotating Skin of choice: for what Favourite cartoon character: tinker bell or Alice Personal Quote: If your gonna fuck up better do it all the way.